"On-Line"

I am first going to start off with some back ground information the title of this Blog/Note. The title of it is called "On-line." This will be better understood by college students. All other refer to the movies School Dazes and Stomp the Yard.

So apparently, I was chosen! Chosen for what, you make ask!

Chosen for service, Chosen to labor, Chosen to be a Disciple!

I didn't even know I was up for election nor did I know I was a candidate.... However, I had no choice in the matter. So Without knowing it I was put Online, Late in the Midnight hour.... God Called and told me to get to work.... I was reluctant to take heed to the call, but I did… (If I could screen calls this would have been a good time to do so). However, I decided to put John aside and follow what Christ had for me to do.

Let me tell you, it has not been an easy task. My mind has undergone an assortment of assignments, Assignments to humble me even more then before. God is making me free, but first He has to get rid of John and then He has to build His Son back up. He is liberating my mind, my spirit, my mouth, me from bondage. It is funny because, while I am "On-line" people will try their best to tempt you. Nevertheless, you have to remain strong and follow what it is that God has ordained you to do. God has been teaching that I have to ignore what people say and do. I have to be like Jesus, they talked about him, yet He loved them, they spit on him and mocked Him, Yet He cared, they hated Him, yet He showed mercy to them….. Let me tell you it is hard to be like Jesus, thus this is why I am "On-Line." I can not get off line until I have shown myself to God. I have to love those that get on my last nerve. I have to care for them that use me. I have pray for them that hate me. This is a really trying and testing time, because my flesh is not completely ready to die. God wants me to kill my flesh and every Amalek in my life, but being a human I want to hold on to a little bit of it. So I am making my process longer than it has to be.

On the other hand, I am waiting to feel like Paul and Silas on the faithful night in Acts 16:25. I look at that situation as a comparison of what I am going through. Paul and Silas were in jail. We all prison is not great place to be. However, one night at around midnight they started praying and singing song of adoration to God, and suddenly there was an earthquake and all the chains were loosed and they were free. My prison at this moment is being "On-Line" for Christ and right I am not happy because I am in an uncomfortable place and situation. The day I have my "Probate" will be my midnight… ("Thank You Jesus!") Will come and I will be freed and loosed, I will have completed the process that Christ has mandated for me to go through. And the chains of being "on-line" will be loosed and again I will be a living testimony for Christ!!!!

John "Evidence" Rhames