I have been learning lately to watch what you say. We all know the clichés that we all repeat and recite in church, "2007 is my year." When you say that you really don't know what you speaking. I sang the "Yes" by Shekinah Glory. But those two saying has taken me straight through some Serious HELL. The Bible says, "Speak those things that are not as through they were." And You say those saying with faith at that moment, and God hears them and He puts you to the test!
2007 is my year; a lot of people think when you say that you are speaking all Prosperity into your life. FALSE, you speak that you are going to aloud God to do what he wants to do with you in 2007, the same with "Yes" you are saying yes Lord, I am here, put me in the wilderness, I will stand and not bend, I will not stray away from you, Bring it on Satan…. This year started off with me switching churches, God had to get me away from the mundane. He told me follow a Great woman of God. That she would help in the process in man me an Elect Man of God. That way People will know that my anointing is not copied but one that was custom made for who I am and what my calling is. And to get a true anointing you have to be broken and then rebuilt by God himself.
In these pass few months I have been in a true wilderness, God has been truly pulling off the covers in my life (forget no more sheets, no more quilts is what I am going through). Some of the things that He has shown me has scared the HECK out of me… He made me go into hiding from myself, because He reveal that I am a danger to myself, He was helping to clear me, because its easy to get titles (Dr., Minister, Pastor) in front of your name, But its Hard to get stuff from behind your name ( liar, sinner, Hypocrite). He told me that it's my season to walk into my calling and that I can't allow my gift to take me places that my Character can't keep me. (Thank You, Jesus).
So Lately I have felt like Job, Everything in my life seemed to be falling apart, my family & my life. My pastor said Sunday that you were picked out By God to be picked on, so that you can be a testimony to other. God has taking me places in visions that had me wake up in the middle of the night with tears in my eyes, tongues on my lips, and a praise in my feet. However, this process has not and will not be all great. At time I have had to laugh to keep the tears from falling. I have felt like Job, My family was Under a Serious attack in the month of march, to the point I got depressed and thought I was lose my mind (a few gray hairs came). But I stood strong, Believing that it's going to be alright.
All I am saying is that I am really waiting for the dust to settle, once a Rain from God comes to settle the dust; you will see a New Me. You will see that Manifestation of prayer and fasting. I will become Evidence that God will do what He said.
Keep me in your Prayers!!!
John "Evidence" Rhames III
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