I just want to take the time and thank God!! When I needed Him, He was there. Even when I did not want him around and when I constantly tried to push him out. “Whither shall I go from thy spirit? Or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.” Psalms 139:7. I thank you lord for you being a friend. God I thank you for comforting me.
I didn’t understand what was happening to me at first, but after the dust settled, I understood more clearly. Everything that I am going through is about and for my Destiny and I am going through this for someone else. God wants us to be effective ministers of the gospel, right? But the best way to minister to someone is by living what they have been through and knowing what its like. God took my mind on a Spiritual and emotional roller coaster. He needed to renew me and refresh me and teach me to love Him again!!!
What I liked about this experience that I went through was that God did not baby me. I had to stop being a victim of the devil and become an advocate of God. I had to be like a God Groupie. I had to fall back in love with him to get off of the Emotional Roller coaster. The roller coaster came to a stop and I got off of it on Sunday in church. The praise team ministered a song I heard a million time but never listened to...” I am Still Standing” The Grace of God has held me safe in my pain and my turmoil. And God has breathed life back into me like He did to Ephraim in the Hosea 13, “When birth spasm signaled it was time to be born, Ephraim was too stupid to come out of the womb.
When the passage into life opened up, he didn't show. Shall I intervene and pull them into life? Shall I snatch them from a certain death? Who is afraid of you, Death? Who cares about your threats, Tomb? In the end I'm abolishing regret, banishing sorrow” The baby in me (the Victim) was stupid, he enjoyed what satan was doing. But God is just so bold… and does not have time for mess, he pulled me out. Then he dared death to touch me…. (Side bar… “Thank you JESUS”)
I wrote this long note to say this. There is NO WAY IN HELL FOR THE DEVIL TO DEFEAT A CHILD OF GOD WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS ON THEM. When Jesus died, he defeated the devil and everything that he would try, in the pass, in the present and in the future. So when God see us, He does not see me, He sees his son and he redeems us and helps us.
So, Guess what " I am back!!!!" And I am stronger than before!!!
I didn’t understand what was happening to me at first, but after the dust settled, I understood more clearly. Everything that I am going through is about and for my Destiny and I am going through this for someone else. God wants us to be effective ministers of the gospel, right? But the best way to minister to someone is by living what they have been through and knowing what its like. God took my mind on a Spiritual and emotional roller coaster. He needed to renew me and refresh me and teach me to love Him again!!!
What I liked about this experience that I went through was that God did not baby me. I had to stop being a victim of the devil and become an advocate of God. I had to be like a God Groupie. I had to fall back in love with him to get off of the Emotional Roller coaster. The roller coaster came to a stop and I got off of it on Sunday in church. The praise team ministered a song I heard a million time but never listened to...” I am Still Standing” The Grace of God has held me safe in my pain and my turmoil. And God has breathed life back into me like He did to Ephraim in the Hosea 13, “When birth spasm signaled it was time to be born, Ephraim was too stupid to come out of the womb.
When the passage into life opened up, he didn't show. Shall I intervene and pull them into life? Shall I snatch them from a certain death? Who is afraid of you, Death? Who cares about your threats, Tomb? In the end I'm abolishing regret, banishing sorrow” The baby in me (the Victim) was stupid, he enjoyed what satan was doing. But God is just so bold… and does not have time for mess, he pulled me out. Then he dared death to touch me…. (Side bar… “Thank you JESUS”)
I wrote this long note to say this. There is NO WAY IN HELL FOR THE DEVIL TO DEFEAT A CHILD OF GOD WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS ON THEM. When Jesus died, he defeated the devil and everything that he would try, in the pass, in the present and in the future. So when God see us, He does not see me, He sees his son and he redeems us and helps us.
So, Guess what " I am back!!!!" And I am stronger than before!!!
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